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I’m having a mild anxiety attack

I have the GRE this Thursday and I’m completely unprepared. 

It’s my fault. I didn’t effectively study, wasted a lot of time, and was just overall horrible at managing my time.

I hate that people are out there rooting for me, because I don’t deserve it.

Aside from this anxiety brought on by my impending academic failure, personal issues that are laying heavy on my mind are now being manifested physically, via incessant nausea and chest pains.

Don’t even get me started on these application fees, transcripts to order, and other expenses. 

Jesus. 

I’m trying to breath deeply, itemize, and strategize but Lord, it’s hard. It’s becoming harder to keep it together. I don’t want to lose my piece, y’all. 

Halp!